1. |
Not Like You
04:16
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I'm so sick of playing under your rules
'Cause they don't let me be myself
Don’t accuse me of being afraid of your grey world
I don't pretend that you see me neither as a saint nor as a sinner
I'm far away from good or evil
I'm not like you, I feel so fool
your indifference is despairing
I'm not like you and this it's my truth
I don't hope you'll understand
I'm not like you
You can control everything while I'm delirious
you think that I'm demented and vicious
but also I have got a heart that beats and cries
I don't pretend that you see me neither as a saint nor as a sinner
I'm far away from good or evil
I'm not like you, I feel so fool
your indifference is despairing
I'm not like you and this it's my truth
I don't hope you'll understand
I'm not like you
You can't judge me for letting my senses go on
If you try it I'm so sure you'll become an addict too
I don't pretend that you see me neither as a saint nor as a sinner
I'm far away from good or evil
I'm not like you, I feel so fool
your indifference is despairing
I'm not like you and this it's my truth
I don't hope you'll understand
I'm not like you
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2. |
My Worst Nightmare
03:43
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Like Stockholm Syndrome
When hostage falls in love with her kidnapper
My Judgment Day is coming
And regret my sins will be useless
How long will last my penitence?
Like the master spits his lamentations
with violence and disdain on his slave...
My sentence is to
Burn in the flames of this eternal pyre
My debt is paid, don't you think?
*Day after day I'm roaming through this hell
This routine it's my worst nightmare
Nothing I can do, but learning this lesson
And regret all my mistakes
Like the nymphomaniac just wants sex
to try to fill her empty heart...
My sinful acts...
You must believe...I'm a victim, I'm innocent!
Aren't you tired to see me cry?
*
My debt is paid, don't you think?
So I just can stitch my lips
and wait for time to consume this lascivious nightmare
*
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3. |
Anemophobia
03:27
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An ancient proverb says:
As much as the wind blows, a mountain never kneel in their wake
I feel the earth wet under my feet
so hot like human blood
Maybe in silence you pray for my help
So, screaming without fear
Don't confuse my empathy
with kiss wishes
My destiny is being written
intangible and passionate
Out of normality
Although sometimes I doubt
What is right or wrong
My wings had been already soiled
And it took me long to fly again
You should enjoy this fresh air blow
Just get back on your own way
I'm not anybody's nurse
I just heal wounds
My destiny is being written
intangible and passionate
Out of normality
Although sometimes I doubt
What is right or wrong
Stop punishing yourself
You're not making a mistake
*
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4. |
Heads or Tails?
03:15
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I'm biting the pillow
Getting it dirty with my lipstick
With cheap vodka breath
My soul doesn't rest in peace
Homicidal impulses whishper your name
adrenaline running through my veins
the metallic flavour of your blood
enraptures me like the best wine
Looking aside
Drinking another glass
Gasping in the mirror
Damping my clothes
Homicidal impulses whishper your name
adrenaline running through my veins
the metallic flavour of your blood
enraptures me like the best wine
*Smashing you with my own hands
Or letting you live
After you, heads or tails?
A choice can change it all
I'm going to trust my luck
After you, heads or tails?
*
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5. |
Wrong Way
03:48
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I must confess it was hard
to learn and front this crash
a thousand nights I've cried
At last I understand;
Our ideals are so incompatible
As North and South
*Wrong way
where it's easy to get in but not to escape
wrong way
where the pleasures I desire turn into pain
wrong way
where your demons eat my soul and nobody cares
wrong way
where I feel so sure it's not my place
A couple of paths, two entrances
It's not the first time, nor the last
Opposed directions
I must make the best choice
Even though I seem strong
I still feel my wounds
Memories ignite my grudge
And rage burns me up;
Our dreams seem so unalike
As left and right
*Wrong way
where it's easy to get in but not to escape
wrong way
where the pleasures I desire turn into pain
wrong way
where your demons eat my soul and nobody cares
wrong way
where I feel so sure it's not my place
With cold mind but hot heart
I will prevent to fall again
I know this way it's full of traps
Just an illusion, nothing is real
Demented melodies
I won't follow your steps
maybe I fall on my knees
but I will hold on;
Our points of view always so different
As day and night
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6. |
Hunter Hunted
05:14
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Light on darkness opium smell
Feel my body turning on
cause I can't taste your tongue
a memory or a second
the temptation is invading my heart
That room just a color
forbidden words, ignoring logic and pride
I feel I'm walking alone
feeding the wolf with my vare hands
I don't want control
No carefulness, I don't wanna listen to your lies
this is the right way
to hunt the hunter
*Light on darkness opium smell
Feel my body turning on
cause I can't taste your tongue
a memory or a second
the temptation is invading my heart
Deny me your real wishes
Pretend you don't sink your teeth into my flesh
Hate me 'cause you are becoming
Victim of this madness
You rip my clothes off me
hurting my skin with your claws and your fangs
stragling me, licking my legs,
Bitting off my tights
*Light on darkness opium smell
Feel my body turning on
cause I can't taste your tongue
a memory or a second
the temptation is invading my heart
Our moans will be witness
This time with no drugs and no regrets
Our sin's language
This time never minding what people say
*Light on darkness opium smell
Feel my body turning on
cause I can't taste your tongue
a memory or a second
the temptation is invading my heart
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7. |
Card Castle
04:27
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Look at this...What a great job!
It seems to be built on solid ground
Carefuly with black and red
Surely it can't be thrown by gilty wind
I saw the fear in your eyes
when your card castle started to shake
*Now you know only at poker
can spades and hearts as one combine
But you pulled a trick
And buried this deck under your lies
Did you enjoy The Queen of Spades?
Do you still think you are King of Hearts?
How many hearts do you need to win?
How many spades have you thrown?
Applauses congratulations
Fill your ego more and more
And while I was playing all my cards
belive only in your acts
I gave to you all that I felt,
all that I though...undressed my soul
*
All that you built...all that you dreamed...
It just took a second to dissapear.
*
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8. |
Storm
04:45
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Maybe it's a silent night with plenty of shining stars
Maybe nobody cares this storm inside my brain
Black and heavy clouds trying to choke my throat
Thunders bring back memories.The past resounding in my mind
Invisible drops running to my face
I feel the rain is near again
*The sky is becoming dark
when the storm begins to scream
Trying to take away this pain
Maybe later calm comes back
This truth fires up like lightning in my eyes
Never mind fools and lies if you don't realise
Perhaps it's this stupid fog erasing all your thoughts
Perhaps I just lost control and I can't stand enought
Wind is blowing off the rest of your name
I hope the hail stops someday
*The sky is becoming dark
when the storm begins to scream
Trying to take away this pain
Maybe later calm comes back
"Ph'nglui mglw'nafh
Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagh"
Invisible drops running to my face
I feel the rain is near again
*The sky is becoming dark
when the storm begins to scream
Trying to take away this pain
Maybe later calm comes back
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9. |
Check Mate
04:18
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One more time this game starts again
all pieces have been placed
It's my turn to make the first move
I can't do it without common-sense
I feel that I'm in a deja-v˚
all that I heard now you're telling too
I look so straight trying to ignore
all that I left behind in my past
in black or white...
so alike so different...
*You must say "Checkmate"
If I've cross the line
No strategies, no hindrancies
Just say "Checkmate"
and let me start again
I know that I must be ready
but fear can't stop me
with a cold smile or a stare
I can imagine what happens around your mind
Defensive cavalry
'Cause you can't hurt me anymore
Never mind what I can dream
Just a simple move can defeat the queen
The same challenge...
One of us wins...the other one falls
*
in peace or war...
just the number one...
*
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10. |
Escaping the Cage
03:35
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Moon is illuminating my steps
And different melodies are echoing inside my mind
My intuition warns me something is coming
This neverending story...I can't see the full stop
*I'm doing it again...
I'm escaping the cage
And one more time
Getting my soul dirty
Even though tomorrow
I can't face reality
Long time ago I'm dragging this chains
There are moments that I began to feel my fetters cracking...
Maybe someone or something it's pulling me
And once again...I'm going for it although that isn't the right way
*I'm doing it again...
I'm escaping the cage
And one more time
Getting my soul dirty
Even though tomorrow
I can't face reality
*
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11. |
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Ordinary mortals full of prejudicies
worried about the future nervous about the past
Them poor fools can not possibly understand this:
I was tired
every time I open my mouth
nobody cares
And lots of eyes staring at me with strange faces
This world is bigger than your mind
you can't play with cards, nor pieces nor dices
There's no rules no papers to explain this game
I dont' care
About your stupid opinion
So I built a place
with strong walls and access denied
*Keep away, listen to me
You can't enter inside my Labyrinth // your
Believe in me, there's no exit
I realised that I'm trapped // you're
Years and years day after day
there's no way to runaway
Be aware my friend, you won't scape
It's impossible to help me out // you
I'm better here ignoring all you say
I don't need stupid opinions or excuses
Only lost in my delirous thoughs I'm feeling safe
Where I'm asking myself
If I was born to change the world
Or it maybe I'm just a number
Or the key to save civilization
*
You must wake up and survive
Throw away this wall that you built
Cause I'm not allowed to go inside
(No way...no way...no way to runaway!!)
*
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12. |
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Antagonist's Point Of View
Pay atention to this truth
Nobody asked about Witch's pain
or why the Wolf attaked a little girl
alone inside a dark forest
is easier to look away but
I'm sure I'm not making a mistake if I talk in the name of those
who are pointed at for their apperance but without a cause
*Red Ridding Hood is always right
if we just listen to her angle
witches, wolves and tother monsters
will be judged if we don't want to
listen to their approachs
years after years people are afraid
from a poor and scared Dragon
and blame a Red Apple when
Snow White was who bite that fruit
it's easier to turn the light off
I'm sure I'm not making a mistake if I talk in the name of those
judging without knowing that maybe they are innocent
*Red Ridding Hood is always right
if we just listen to her angle
witches, wolves and other monsters
will be judged if we don't want to
listen to their approachs
*
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MeNZiA Barcelona, Spain
Welcome to this odd show called "life" where hate, lies, emptiness and sickening are in force. However, we are walking between them without realizing their faces are covered with cordiality and mindedness masks.
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